Sunday, July 7, 2013

The Big Day Awaits

Sunday, July 7, 2013

We went looking for guitars today for Yazoo. I decided if he really wants to learn to play I might as well encourage it. I played flute in band for though middle and high school and I’m in theater. Big supporter of the arts.

We found one he likes and it’s not too expensive. I told him I would get it for him with my paycheck from my theater gig coming up at the end of the month. In the mean time I got him a book on how to play guitar for him to look over and I’m going to look about a teacher for him. Get all my ducks in a row now.

Have a meeting with one of the publisher tomorrow. I’m nervous as hell. I tried to get my books published when I was in high school and no one wanted them. Kind of discouraging. But I’m trying to think positive. This time will be different.

Still no sign of Izzy and Vincent, although Aranel did hear from Izzy. They’re at the beach planning their wedding! Can’t deny, kind of interested in what they have planned. Izzy told Aranel that they’ll be back by the end of the week.

This I don’t like, cuz Aranel’s starting to gang up on me now too. Today she told me that if I don’t get out and start looking for a job if I get rejected be these publishers again, that she was going to take MY Playstation that I bought with my gil. I’m getting real tired of my family ganging up on me. I get that they’re worried, but we’re doing fine. I have my theater gigs and my art. It doesn’t sell for much, but I do on occasions sell a few pieces. And if all goes well I’ll finally be a writer, just like I always wanted.

This way I can continue to be a stay at home mom and do something that I’ve always love to do. Win Win, but if that little brat comes anywhere near my playstation I’m stringing her up by her toes! I never once bugged her about playing on her systems growing up. I had my own. It’s just so dishearten to know that my own family doesn’t believe that my dreams can come true, but they’re cool with my sister’s profession.

Whatever, she won’t get my PS3. It things don’t go well with these publishers I’ll hide the damn thing until she goes away and if she shows up while I’m playing on it and tries to take it I’ll send the kids after her. She may think she’s tough, but she’s never been able to deny my kids. That’s a thought… I could give the PS3 to Yazoo to put in the TARDIS. I don’t think she’d take it if she thought I’d giving it to Yazoo…       

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