Wishful Thinking

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Every have those days when you feel like no matter what you do or what you say people are just bound and determined to treat you like a child? Well today’s been one of those days for me. And it doesn’t help that I’ve been feeling overwhelmed lately.

Maybe I’ve just taking on too much at once. I mean I have the boys to look after, another kid on the way, a book I’m trying to write and starting to feel like I’m failing at, a husband who would rather take over the planet than help out at home and a friend who only sees me as a babysitting gossip column.

And to top it all off my sister isn’t speaking to me. I mean I know she’s busy helping Izzy plan this wedding, but I don’t understand why she has to relay messages though my mother. What on Gaia did I do wrong this time? And what has she told my mom to make her upset with me. Maybe I’m reading too much into this, but mom didn’t sound too happy with me on the phone.

I just really want things to go back to normal… well as normal as they can be for me. Here’s to wishful thinking.